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THIS SITE IS DEDICATED TO: YOUTH AND PARENTS FROM DIVERSE COMMUNITIES AROUND THE NATION~Jennifer/Jsilk
ON OUR JOURNEY OF RECOVERY
By; Jennifer Lynn "Jsilk" Jackson
On our journey of recovery we will run into obstacles from time to time. Some we can easily just go around. Some we have to ask for guidance from our Higher Power on how to get around. But we must find a way. We can not stay stuck, then we become like stagnated water, unable to flow and polluted again. Here’s a poem from the book I wrote, THE STREETS, MY CRADLE pg. xiii;
WHAT DO YOU ACCEPT
One day I was walking down the street.
I smelt something & wondered could that be me?
I took a shower, I knew I had.
Could that still be me smelling so bad?
Then God said it wasn’t my underarms or my feet. But, all the garbage that had been dumped in me.
Because God cleaned me up I now smell oh so good!
And I don’t accept what I normally would.
LOOKING FOR A WAY OUT OF PROSTITUTION?
WHERE EVER YOU ARE CALL;
"THE MARY MAGDALENE PROJECT"
AND DON'T ACCEPT WHAT YOU NORMALLY WOULD
WE ARE SPECIAL...
THE BOOK;"THE STREETS, MY CRADLE" GUARANTEED TO MAKE YOU THINK TWICE ABOUT RUNNING AWAY TO THE STREETS & IT WILL MAKE PARENTS THINK TWICE ABOUT THROWING THEIR CHILD OUT THE HOUSE.
"MY LIFE WON'T BE BUILT ON USELESS GUILT.."~HOKE/JSILK
PARENTS ANONYMOUS (PA)
"GIVE YOUR PARENTS A BREAK, ON THE REAL, TALK ABOUT IT"~JSILK
COVENANT HOUSE 9 LINE FOR TEENS
AN INSPIRING STORY:
BECAUSE I CAREorder your copy today by going to:
CLICK LINK ABOVE TO SEE JENNIFER'S/UMMA'S YOUTUBE VIDEO/PSA; JOURNEY FROM A DRUG ADDICTION TO SELF DEVELOPMENT AND TOLERANCE. ALL COMMENTS WELCOMED
DON'T FORGET TO ORDER YOUR COPY OF "THE STREETS, MY CRADLE" TODAY I COULD USE THE SUPPORT & SOMEONE COULD USE THE EXPERIENCE WITHOUT EXPERIENCING IT. KEEPING IT REAL. SEE TESTAMONIALS, INTERVIEWS & REVIEWS ON "ABOUT THE AUTHOR" PAGE ~ Jennifer/Jsilk
THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE PURCHASED A COPY OF, "THE STREETS, MY CRADLE" ARE PROBABLY WONDERING WHEN IS SHE GOING TO PUBLISH ANOTHER? WELL COMING SOON THE BOOK;
"DON'T IGNORE MY CHILD'S CRIES"
WE'RE A MOVEMENT BY OURSELF BUT, A FORCE WHEN WE'RE TOGETHER; TEACH OUR CHILDREN/HELP END CHILD EXPLOITATION
WE CAN NOT FORGET; THE DEVELOPMENTALLY DISABLED COMMUNITY; YOUNG WOMEN/MEN WITH THE BODY OF A WOMAN/MAN AND THE MIND OF A 7 YEAR OLD CHILD THAT'S BEING CO-ERCED INTO PROSTITUTION CALL;
REFERRALS TO A SAFE PLACE, ETC.
SILENCE WILL KILL YOU, END THE SILENCE ON SEXUAL ABUSE AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SAVE A LIFE AND/OR SAVE YOUR OWN, SPEAK OUT!!!
REMEMBER THE LAND OF OZ IS JUST A FANTASY
DON'T RUN AWAY FROM HOME CALL 1-800-RUNAWAY, IF YOU NEED SOME HELP!!
I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK ANYMORE BECAUSE OF YOUR LIGHT~JENNIFER/JSILK
ME RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME LIKE DOROTHY DID NOT LAND ME IN A PAIR OF RUBY RED SLIPPERS. BUT A PAIR OF SHOES THAT TOOK THIRTY YEARS TOTAKE OFF; SWAYING IN AND OUT OF WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE NORM,WHERE I THOUGHT I FIT IN. IT LED TO ME GETTING RAPED A TOTAL OF ELEVEN TIMES BETWEEN THE AGE OF 5 YEARS OLD UNTIL 2004. HIT IN THE HEAD WITH WHAT I KNOW NOW WAS A BREAK SHOE, HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A FOURTY ONCE BOTTLE, STRANGLED UNTIL THE BLOOD VESSELS IN MY EYES WERE BUSTED. AND SO MUCH MORE ABUSE. HAD I NOT FOUGHT BACK, HAD I BUCKLED UNDER, HAD I GIVEN INTO FEAR, HAD I NOT ASKED GOD TO GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT, THE RAPEST, THE KILLERS; HAD I BLINKED FOR ONE MINUTE, I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN HERE TO SHARE THIS STORY WITH YOU TODAY.
HOW I ESCAPED? PURCHASE YOUR COPY OF, "THE STREETS, MY CRADLE" FOR MORE INFORMATION.
AT THE AGE OF TWELVE (12) FALSE LOVE AND ATTENTION FROM THIS PIMP WHO PORTRAYED HIMSELF AS MY BOYFRIEND) LED TO ME GETTING BEAT WITH A WIRE CLOTHES HANGER. HE WOULD SHOW UP TO MY SCHOOL EVERY DAY, BACK AND FORTH UNTIL HE GAINED MY TRUST. HE TOOK ME TO A MOTEL TOLD ME TO TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES AND BEGAN TO BEAT ME VICIOUSLY WITH THE WIRE CLOTHES HANGER. THANK GOD I WAS FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO ESCAPE. WHEN I WAS SENT OUT ON THE STREET TO WORK THE FIRST CUSTOMER WHO PULLED THEIR CAR OVER I JUMPED IN, SHOWED HIM MY SCARS FROM THE HANGER AND BEGGED HIM NOT TO TURN AROUND. TO KEEP DRIVING, HE DID, I HAD HIM DROP ME OFF AT A SAFE PLACE A DISTANCE AWAY, THAT IS HOW i ESCAPED. I NEVER WENT BACK TO THAT SCHOOL OR TOLD MY FAMILY ABOUT IT. INFACT MEMORIES OF THE ENTIRE ORDEAL WAS SUPPRESSED FOR YEARS AND ACTED OUT DISPLACING MY ANGER ON OTHERS FOR YEARS.
AS YOU ALREADY KNOW SOME MAY NOT SURVIVE. "DON'T HIDE THE TRUTH FROM THE YOUTH" BECAUSE THEIR CURIOSITY, THEIR PAIN AND THEIR ANGER COULD LEAD THEM TO THE STREETS AND A LIFE OF CRIME... WHERE'S THE LOVE? NOT ON THE STREETS BUT, IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE AT "HOME." BRING IT BACK...
SOMETHING TO REMEMBER; WE HAVE TO THINK, EVEN IF IT'S REMEMBERING THE STORY OF, "LITTLE RED RIDINGHOOD" GOSH THAT WAS A STORY WARNING US ABOUT ALL THE "BIG BAD WOLVES IN THIS WORLD" THINK ABOUT IT... MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICES...
"What do you wanna be when you grow up?" "How can we get 50 cents or a dolla?"
"NOT LIKE THEM..." "NOT LIKE THAT..."
YES I TOOK THE WRONG JOURNEY, BUT I CAN REMEMBER MY MOM SAYING, "MAN (PEOPLE) MEANT IT FOR BAD BUT, GOD MEANS IT FOR GOOD". RUNNING TO THE STREETS, WAS A HORRIFYING EXPERIENCE. LETS NOT LET ANOTHER CHILD TRAVEL ON THAT PATH OR LOSE ONE ON IT..., "THE PAST WAS AN ACCIDENT, THE FUTURE IS MINE" ~JAMES HOKE/JSILK
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HELP END CHILD EXPLOITATION!!!
RUNNING AWAY? THE STREETS IS "NO PLACE TO CALL HOME......"
A SAFE PLACE:
THE NATIONAL RUNAWAY SWITCH BOARD
Conference calls to parents and A FREE TICKET HOME
CHILDREN OF THE NIGHT
FOR MORE REFERRALS TO DRUG COUNSELING, SEXUAL ABUSE COUNSELING, A SAFE PLACE CLICK ON"CONTACT US"
I AM NOT A PSYCHIATRIST, A PSYCHOLOGIST OR A PSYCHO-ANALYST. BUT A WOMAN WITH OVER THIRTY YEARS OF REAL LIVED EXPERIENCES IN THE STREET LIFE, SHARING WHAT I LEARNED, LIGHT AND HOW I GOT ON A PATH OF HEALING/RECOVERY...
REMEMBER; "THE ULTIMATE CHOICE IS ALWAYS YOURS"~JSILK
EDUCATE & FIGHT TO END CHILD EXPLOITATION!
1-800-A WAY OUT
HAND CUT ON A CRACK PIPE
USE YOUR LIGHT FOR LIFE~JSILK
"ONES TEETH COULD END UP LOOKING LIKE THIS FROM USING DRUGS AND NO DENTAL CARE. WHEN SOMEONE ASK YOU TO TEST SOMETHING FOR THEM, PLEASE BEWARE"~JSILK
ALSO CAN LEAD TO YOU LOOKING LIKE THIS
This is a real photo of a 16 year old whose body is covered in abscesses
"ONLY SOMEONE WITHOUT A HEAD ENDS UP WITH A BODY LIKE THIS...USE YOUR HEAD, DON'T LOOSE YOUR HEAD"~ JSILK
"THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO SUCCESS...WHOEVER OR WHATEVER GAVE YOU THE KEYS TO JAIL/PRISON GIVE THEM BACK AND TELL THEM YOU DON'T WANT THE KEYS TO THAT DOOR"...JSILK
"IF THE CAT DID NOT TAKE YOUR TONGUE WHO DID? SPEAK OUT ABOUT ABUSE. IF YOU'RE HAVING A PROBLEM DON'T HOLD IT IN, YOU COULD BE SAVING YOUR OWN LIFE BY TELLING A PARENT OR A FRIEND"~JSILK
RUNNING AWAY? JUMPING IN CARS WITH STRANGERS? YOUR SILENCE, A PARENTS SILENCE? MAKING ALL THOSE WRONG CHOICES SEEN IN THE PICTURES ABOVE CAN ALSO LEAD TO...
"YOUR LIFE AND YOUR BODY IS "YOURS" DON'T LET IT GO TO WASTE, DON'T LET IT BE THROWN AWAY"~JSILK
THE RIGHT CHOICE...
"IF THERE IS NO ONE TO STAND UP FOR YOU, STAND UP FOR YOURSELF."JSILK
"NO ONE CAN WALK FOR YOU, YOU TAKE THE FIRST STEP" JSILK
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DON'T FORGET THE CHILDREN!!!
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"DON'T IGNORE MY CHILD'S CRIES"BY AUTHOR
JENNIFER L. JACKSON
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THE CINDERELLA SYNDROME
due to a lot of abuse some of you viewers may suffer from this syndrome. I hope the book, "The Streets, My Cradle" help to not only lift your mindset out of the Cinderella Syndrome but help uplift your self confidence, self respect and self esteem. Getting on the path of healing takes more than just reading a book. It takes more than just participating in Therapy and groups, it involves you taking charge of your life. Doing things to help you change your position in life from the Cinderella Syndrome to the High School and College graduate. From the stay at home Mom or person to the Career/ Working Woman. And for those males who have suffered from the same abuse I hope that you too can overcome the Cinder-fella Syndrome and get on the path of healing. And for both male and female survivors of sexual abuse or any form of abuse it also takes you STOPPING accepting what others feel and think about you. Stepping out of the image others have formed/created for you and becoming the person GOD created you to be. Think of what you want out of life, what you like about yourself and rid yourself of what you don't like. You'll attract what's inside of you, Come from under the garbage and then he or she will find...
THAT OTHER SHOE
first to the Creator, myself, Na'im Akbar Author of "Breaking the Chains of Psychological Slavery" thank you for sharing that wisdom because it helped me to understand my roots and to share mines.
To my children, Sekou Hall & Faye, Jhamila Hamilton, Darrell H. Tripp, Nadra S. Tripp, Eddie M. Tripp, Mshujaa W. Love and my children who are not biological Noni, Andrew, Rasheeda, Evil, Shannon, my grandchildren & other family members and friends. Thanks Big Brother Edgar & Ken & my little brother Billy. All of you made a lot of my days better just thinking about you.
A blast from my past, Thanks Mr. Metcalf (Hill), Mr. Isom, Mr. Gaston, Mr. Amons, Mr. Najee Ali, Mr. E. J. Jackson, Uncle Dark, Mr. Bo, The Upshaws, Mr. Kent & Mr. George Smith, I have no idea where you are but I sure hope you are well and I sincerely thank you for helping me through a lot of stressful times. I know you will be shocked at my progress and I know that you knew I could do it all the time.
The Crenshaw House, Central Living Center Administrator, Carl Evans (formerly known as The House of Faith), Eric Bowen Manager at The Crenshaw House, folks who truly love me and never gave up believing in me. St. Margaret Center Staff, Inglewood, Ca. I smile when I think of you, thank you for all the years of support to my children and myself.
To Dr. Southard, Director of Los Angeles County Department of Mental Health. (see his review on back text of the book, "The Streets, My Cradle") I know you are still out there cheering me on, Robert "Bink" Fiese for enlightening me about displacing my anger, Reina Turner, Victoria Onwalu for not given in to my negative manipulation (ha-ha) she's a tough one,Gillian Marcus, Ricco Evans for helping me to realize that the sexual assaults was not all mens fault for helping me to relax around men. Ricco folks just don't know what a gift you are to this world, man thank you., Richard Clark, Dr. Thema Davis(Assoc. Prof. of Psychology at Pepperdine University), Dr. Raymond Yee, Pacific Clinics/Portals Psychiatrist, man those meds really helped, really helped, all those years I suffered, man thank you. Smiles and hugs go out to all of you. My sincere thanks also go out to so many other staff and former staff at DMH that never gave up the fight to help me turn my life around. Thanks to Pam Jackson former staff at Para Los Ninos, Avais, Yasser from UMMA Medical. Dr. Marshall & Family Preservation/Youth Intervention Ms. Weinwrights Program. My homegirls from Los Angeles, Cassadra Ali (Baby Huey), Mary & Charlene Matthews I sure miss all three of you & thanks for being there for me when you were;Jerry Brittintine Sr. (ha-ha) I did the right thing all the way. And yes today I am doing me. Thank you.
Mr.Kenneth Holley Sr. I still can not find the words to express my gratitude. Can you? THANK YOU!!!
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"A GUIDING LIGHT FOR THOSE WHO HAVE LOST THEIR WAY AND THOSE WHO WERE TAKEN OFF THEIR PATH..."JSILK